How I Lost Everything In My Relationship To Pain & Trauma

True Life Story: How I Lost Everything In My Relationship To Pain & Trauma

Hi Lively Stones,

Please keep me anonymous. Today’s story (click here to read story) moved me to want to share my story. Sometimes, couples split up due to reasons they cannot explain but if they truly love each other, they will find their way back to each other if they meet again somehow. I met Jaison (not real name) in my final year. I was in my home state Bayelsa. He came from Lagos for a party organized by one of my mum’s business partner, a very well-known wealthy business tycoon. There were many dignitaries in attendance. We were at the same table and exchanged nos. We started talking after that. We got tighter and started a long-distance relationship.

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I visited him in Lagos and sometimes he came to Bayelsa. Things were getting serious. My youth service was worked to Lagos so we can be close. After camp, I moved into Jay’s house in Ikoyi. Jay engaged me after my camp experience. Everything was going fine. Even though I read Chemistry, I do event planning and that is what I wanted to do as a career and with Jay’s connection, I was already getting jobs even as a youth corper.

Every event I planned, I got mad reviews and got even more popular and patronized. That is how one of Jay’s uncle who lives in Epe gave me an event to plan for one of his political associates. I was used to planning political events but this particular one, I pulled all stunts. I had to even move into a hotel days before the event. And it was a grand event. Although it finished very late around 1am in the night.

Guests were happy, still drinking and socializing. I decided to retire to my room then. My hotel room phone range around 2am and it was from the host of the event, Jay’s uncle’s friend, the politician. He said he called to thank me for organizing such a beautiful event and he wanted to thank me in person, he invited me to join him and his personal friends on the roof. I told him I was grateful but too tired to come. Then he said he wanted to introduce me to a friend who needs my services for an upcoming event.

So, I said ok. I was already in bed so I wore a pair of shorts and T shirt and went to meet this client and his friend. When I got there, there were three men there, drinking and smoking shisha and I think cocaine as well. I was offered a drink…I refused but they insisted so I took a few sips. I sat down, and chit chatted for a few minutes. One of the guys took my no, the one who said he has an event to plan. We were still talking but that was all I remembered.

I woke up like hours later….in my room….but I was not wearing my shorts….only my T Shirt….my shorts was on the floor…my head was pounding…I felt some cramp…then it hit me….I put my hand in my vagina…..and semen poured out. I had been drugged and r*ped. I fell to the ground….trying to remember last night…how I was with those three men…talking and they must have druuged me….and someone or is it three of them must have r*ped me. I was shaking….

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All I could do was call my mom….I was crying….couldn’t even say much when my mom picked up….all I could say was mom please come….I have bee r*ped….my mom was screaming and crying….asking me where  was….I told her in Epe….she asked if I had called Jay…I said no…so my mom dropped called Jay and jay called me immediately….I could not even spill out any words…I was just crying. Jay called his Uncle…his Uncle said he was in his way back from Epe but he would turn back since he was closest to me.

Long story short, Uncle, Jayce all came and took me away. They kept asking me who and I said I don’t know whodid but I was with Jay’s Uncle’s friend the politician and host of the event with his friends. Jay took me straight to the Island….I was taken to the private hospital where I was treated immediately. My mom flew in from Bayelsa that day. It was the most traumatic experience of my life. I wanted to die. Not even my father’s passing eight years ago was this painful.

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My mom and Jay called in the police and tried to arrest the politician and his friends, but they are very big people in the society….they had immunity clause and were very influential people in society. Their legal representative said that I was invited for drinks and smoke…that I came willingly and there was s3x but I also willingly participated. It hit me….all three men must have had their way with me. My mom with all her connections could not touch these men. I was flown out of the country to go and heal.

Jay was so hurt too….he blamed himself for allowing me to go for that event. Eventually, there was alot of pressure and blackmail. That we should accept a settlement. Or they would destroy me and my mom and also post the video of my getting r*ped by three men. I was accused of smoking cocaine while partying with sugar daddies wearing bum shorts. It was too much. My lawyers advised that we take the settlement because its is as good as an admission of guilt on their part.

The incident broke me completely. Affected my relationship with Jay, we broke up. I felt too bitter ….I tried to put the entire incident behind me and start life afresh abroad. Jay tried to keep in touch but I did not want to, so he stopped after a while. Jay got married last year. I saw their pictures online and I cried. I have not been able to find love or be with any man since that incident happened to me. My elder sister got married last December and I travelled for the wedding. This is my first time back in Nigeria after three years.

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After the wedding, on my way back to UK, I met Jaison on the same flight as mine. He was so happy to see me…he quickly upgraded my flight to business class so we can sit together all through the flight. We sat together and gisted all through the six-hour flight…in fact, time flew by so fast, it felt like only one hour. When we landed, Jay insisted on seeing me while he was in UK. We took an uber to my place…the attraction and chemistry was obviously very intense. Jay was saying he told God if he ever saw me again in life, he would do everything to get me back.

I kept reminding Jay that he is now married, and I do not want to come back to Naija. Jay wants to divorce his wife. He says he married her to forget about me but seeing me, he cant forget anymore. A trip for one week ended up being one month for Jay. He spent the entire January with me…telling his wife it was business…I felt very bad but for the first time in three years….I felt happy and safe again.

Jay and I want to be together, make our life work….I can see how people may view us….how we got an innocent woman like Jay’s wife involved but its not our fault……life was cruel to us….we lost each other and I almost died … but we want to make things right…we deserve a chance to be really happy and I am deeply sorry to the woman involved …we never meant to hurt her. Jay had told her about us and she has refused to accept it. She has gone all over social media to call me names and brandish me a homewrecker.

I am not a homewrecker, but Jay convinced me he is not in love with her….agree to come back to him…I found out I am pregnant too…I found out two weeks ago. Jay and I always wanted a baby since day one. Is this not God’s hand? Is this not a sign of our second chance? See where circumstances have pushed us. Having read our story, I hope anyone hurt by us can forgive us…forgive me…. To the one involved, I hope you can read this and no that I never intended to hurt you. I want people to put themselves in our shoes….are we bad people for what has happened?

Am I to blame having to go through r*pe and trauma…am I to blame for feeling weak and losing the love of my life? Everything was taken away from me by three untouchable men who karma will visit one day….for three years….it was pain and trauma….Do I not deserve a chance to be happy after all I have been through? How do I lose everything, my dignity and self-worth to three evil men and still loose the man who loves me? Am I a still a homewrecker?

Anonymous

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